Rigid

One day I realized, I don't need a dozen friends who don't know me

Who don't see the existence of me when I was around them

So I choose to leave them

It's not about the unfaithful

But for me, it's better to have one or two

but they appreciate what I do

They also need me in their happiness or sadness

and they always took their time for me when I need them

But

Today I realized, as we grew, we grew apart

We walk in different path

We have different life to pursue

How I miss those time when we easily together

Sharing, laughing, and talked about our dream

And

This time I realize, I have a big ego

I always reluctant to call them first when I need them

I just don't want to bothering their time

My ego is going big, bigger and bigger.

And I'm longing for them is going deep, deeper and deeper.

I appreciate what I have; my love who always there for me. (thanks, I love you)

I love being alone and enjoying my me-time.

But sometimes I need my friends. My best friend.

May fireflies and stars accompany you tonight.

*sending teddy bear hug*

I miss you.